IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THINGS ARE SLOWING DOWN... AGAIN.  Or, do I no longer have the patience to wait for BLOGS to load?  I've certain expectations of instant gratification.  So hurry and connect to...  where I want to go... otherwise I've found another connection.

I'm just sayin...  WFMP 107.1, pay attention (this is a test of the pay attention system.)

Respectfully,

Here's my fiscally dynamic dilemma.  Both are connected to emotion.

We own a 1971 Mustang Convertible.  Purchased several years ago for less than $3000.   Since the purchase.... upgrades have been made.  Complete exhust system, front end suspension, 4 carb and header upgrade, and other mods.   Not that more can't be done to the interior and exterior... and OK most anything else.  Oh yes, some of the upgrades are a consequence of the financed 1969 GTO "Judge", that also requires storage and since which the Mustang is now considered my car and the GTO considered his car.  But all upgrades were purchased with cash.

Brian purchased a fishing boat that makes him really happy and yes... financed.  And yes... not yet in storage.  I'm feeling fiscally irresponsible.  Which investment do I protect?  The one that makes me happy and can possibly bring a return of Muscle Car.  Or is the fiscally prudent thing to do is protect the boat that we are liable for.

Recession sucks.  Brian and I were in a moment where money didn't matter.  And as it should be.  We've worked hard, paid our dues.    We will always meet the obligations to our fiscal responsibility.  It's the drama that I no longer want to be connected to. 

AND ATTITUDE.

WHO KNEW BOY SMELL WOULD CREATE... JUDGEMENT.

O.K.  I HAVE TO ADMIT. I HAVE GOT A SMELLY BOY AT HOME.  HE WAS BORN IN 1986... YOU DO THE MATH.  LOVE HIM, ENJOY HIS ABILITY TO LIVE IN MY HOME THAT'S NOT INTRUSIVE.... UNTIL I HAD THIS PARTICULAR EXPERIENCE.

I'M BOWLING.   YA, YA... THAT'S MY SOCIAL RIGHT NOW (WORKS FOR ME).  HERE'S MY RECOGNITION OF "BOY".  I AM THINKING.... HOW IS IT THAT I SMELLL LIKE THE ROOM AT THE END OF THE HALL I DON'T GO DOWN.   YES... I CHANGED INTO MY, I WON'T BE HOT, PERI-MENOPAUSAL SHIRT, AND IT WAS RETRIEVED OFF THE LAUDREY ROOM HANGER.

THE BOY FUNK WAS OVERWHELMING.  AND IT WAS INTRUSIVE... UNTIL I REALIZED THAT I WAS NOT PERMEATED WITH THE POSSIBLITY THAT "MY BOY" IS FERMENTING THE PUBLIC.  GUESS WHAT.... THE BOY THAT WAS INTRUSIVELY PUNGENT THIS EVENING SHARES THE SAME NAME... PATRICK.

YA, YA... I BIT OF CARMIC JUSTICE IS WORKING IN MY HUSBAND'S FAVOR.

BEWARE BOY!

SO I'M STILL WORKING ON MY MO (IT FEELS GOOD) AND WORKING TOWARDS THE JO (CONTROL).  OR DO I HAVE THE WRONG APPROACH?

 YES... WE'RE TALKING BOWLING.  WHAT ELSE IS THERE?

AFTER 3 PROFESSIONAL LESSONS.  A COUPLE OF SANCTIONED 200+ GAMES YOU WOULD THINK I'D BE BOWLING AT LEAST AVERAGE... NOT SO MUCH.

LAST THURSDAY AFTER ANOTHER UNDER AVERAGE PROFORMANCE IT WAS POINTED OUT TO ME, AGAIN, THAT I WAS RUSHING MY APPROACH.  SO GIVIN' THE CIR****STANCES OF MY CRAPPY I THOUGHT I'D TRY ANOTHER APPROACH.  I SLOWED DOWN MY APPROACH... AND I LIKED IT, A LOT.  NOT THAT IT HAD THE IMMEDIATE RESULT BUT IT FELT REALLY POWERFUL.  I MAY HAVE ACHEIVED MY AVERAGE OVERALL... LAST THURSDAY.  AND POSSIBLY SUNDAY (I HAVEN'T INPUT THE NUMBERS INTO THE SPREADSHEET YET.)

IT IS NOW TUESDAY.  MY FIRST GAME... 99.  WHICH STILL BEATS MY 77 EARLIER IN MY TUESDAY SEASON, BUT STILL, THAT'S JUST EMBARRASSING.  MY SECOND GAME IS AN ABOVE AVERAGE 147.  I WAS FEELING GOOD MY THIRD GAME... ONLY TO FINISH WITH A 118.  THE HELL... IT FELT WAY BETTER THAN A 118.

WHEN - WHERE - HOW DID YOUR MOJO MEET?

IT WAS NOT RAINING FAST.  BUT THIS EVENING, ON THE WAY HOME FROM BOWLING (500 SERIES, SANCTIONED) HAD THE SIMULAR SOUND OF HARD.  WHICH, IN MY PERSPECTIVE MEANS, CHANGING THE GARAGE SITUATION AND AVATARS IS NEAR AT HAND.

NOW... HOW MANY FROST OFF THE WINDSHEILD WILL WE GO THIS SEASON BEFORE THE MAN WHO RARELY TAKES OUT THE '69 GTO "JUDGE"?  LET'S JUST HOPE IT'S THE WEEKEND AFTER THE '71 "RUSTANG"  HAS HAD THE LAST OPPORUTUNITY.

I'M CONFLICTED... 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO SCRAPE THE FROST.   BUT I BELEIVE THERE MAY BE ONE MORE OPPORTUNITY TO BURN RUBBER. 

WILL SOMEONE, TAKE ME SOMEWHERE, TO LEARN HOW TO DO A BURN OUT (WITHOUT WATER) IN MY AUTOMATIC?  THE NEXT BIT IS WHY I HAVEN'T YET...   I NEED TO BE SAFE AND IN CONTROL.

UNTIL THEN...  I'M TALKING ABOUT BOWLING,