Why am I always wide awake in the middle of the night?   I hate that I am..   but I love love love the night.  I love the smell of night, the stars..  the way the wind sounds and feels..   I love the quiet..  I even love the late night sorry a$$ TV..   but I also love the morning.

Yes..  I love the EARRRRLLLLYYYY morning.  Just when the sun is about to rise..  when you first start to hear the birds sing.  The hint of a new day always makes me feel oh so yummy inside.

So the problem is, quite simply..   I cannot be late night girl and early morning girl all at the same time.  It just doesn't work..   nope...  it doesn't.

So I was thinking.   If I could go to bed at about 7am every day, and rise again at about 2pm..   ohhh   that would be so perfect!  I could have the best of both my worlds. 

I guess I should be working third shift somewhere..  but no..  then I would miss all the things I love about the late night and early morning because I would be working.  Maybe it would be better if I needed no sleep at all..  but I love sleep so that wouldn't work either. 

You  know what..  I am going to start to live my schedule.  I think I will try it for 2 weeks and see how it pans out. 

It's now after 3am and I am just feeling the urge to exercise!   I have always told myself that it's ridiculous to work out in the middle of the night..  but that's the only time I want to.  So now I must sign off..   I am going for a bike ride..  a long one.  I hope no bats get caught in my hair.

I must be a vampire..   hmmm..   at least I am starting to accept myself for who I am.